RIP Grandma 01/23/1929-06/06/2009

These silent tears I cry They keep me up at night Staring up at the ceilingThey fall from my eyes Through closed lidsslide across my cheekbones Trickle into my ears Tears no one knows I cry Salty and warm, soothing These silent tears I cry They scream what I dare not speak The sorrow and the pain The dreams deffered and the ones still lingering Shame and despair Lost hopes, faulty wishes These silent tears I cry They're the only friends Ihave in the dark The only ones that have known me during every one of my weakest moments That know every crevice of my face These silent tears I cry ar e all I have

3 YEARS OF A BEAUTIFUL THING!!!

OK so my cousin Marie is one of my most favorite cousins in the world and this month she celebrated her 3 year anniversary to her husband and the father of ehr 2 beautiful children... i am so happy for her i love her to pieces congrats you two!!!!

ALL of my Tatts

Ok just in case you dont know...heres the rundown of my tatts Before My stomach was done ^^^ the colt 45's are my protectionan angel on my side in representation of my mother she's my angel and the series of suns and moons and stars at her feet are to show she's above them all, she's higher than all else (my mother is still alive by the way)4 hearts for my 4 sisters Andrea, Lisa, Celeste, SHerrya Butterfly on my Right Foot for my Grandma (RIP) reminds me to keep my right foot forward and dont give upmy Baby Tiger Josie aka Josie and the pussycats lol i used to love that cartoon3 intertwined hearts for my hearts my great niece kimora in the middle and My great nephews Kevin and Kahsim to either sideand of course the love of my life my Hood Far Rock!!!!

and last but not least my newest addition to the collection which is the beginning of my back piece my work entitled "free" followed by the quote "Black is Beauty"

MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND!!!!!

OK so this is me on my birthday in august lol but in about a month and a half me and this bed swingy thingy i almost died trying to get on will be reuniting in CANCUN!!!!! omg i can not wait!!!!!!!! vacation!!!!!!! omg nothing is better than letting go of all your cares....do you see how stress free my face is? you just dont know.... i suggest all of my friends to go to orbitz.com and get a frikin ticket NOW!!!! its hella cheap (well mine isnt Villa's are expensive :-\) but for a really nice all inclusive is only like 4something including airfare so theres no reason for me to not see all of my friends there!!!!!

The Wait is Over Due to Popular Demand!!!!

OMG i am so in love with this tatt!!!!!! i've had it for a few months now and im soooooo sorry to keep you all waiting but here she is "Free"\ "Black is Beauty". The rose is an original piece done by my good friend Russell from VA that was like 5 years ago lol the rest of course has been added on..... But wait this tatt is soooo not done yet more of it to come sooo hold tight... let the back piece begin!!!!!

NEW TATT!!!!!!!!!

Ok some of you may remember my previous post "FREE"...well the poem at the beginning is by yours truly and i recently got it tatt, tatt, tatted on my back lol..it gets no more original than that... i think lol anyhoot pics soon gwan come (no im not from any island so my apologies if i said that wrong lol) yup 09 is looking Marvelous!!!!!!!

Private Affair

This one is for my Fellow Far Rock-ians (yeah i made that up, shush lol) i always appreciate when people are doing their own thing and the video aint that bad shout outs to the society check them out at rsnytv.com or rsnyblog.com and please show them bois some love lol

Free

FREE Dont know what it means further more dont know just what to do with it cant touch it or smell it see it nor breathe it gotta feel it inside express it in movement show it with confidence And consider it a state of mind no-one can bring you down no-one can lift you up you control your stride and have unlimited pride to me thats what it means to be free

It seems like i been waiting for this day my entire life and here it is. For me, Barack has given me a new sense of Pride. I've always been proud of who i am but now it just seems to bring a whole new meaning to who i am. To me he is so much of what i consider myself, strong, determined and....Cool as hell lol this one is for the man in my life (besides my daddy and God) Barack Houssein Obama (lets all hope i spelled his middle name right lol) you are the personification of Black Power!

What i am is something Amazing

something like youve never seen walk with a determination that surpass' high self-esteem misses she likes her hair dyed red and lots of tattoo's stillettos on her feet but she loves them jays too doesnt work out but you love her shape something youre dying to lay next to even when your relationship is high at stake eventhough you know she speaks ready quick with a slick tongue cant help but to let her words embrace and caress you once she's begun she doesnt have long strands of locks but her hair stays in a fresh du' when she moves she dances, even when theres no music to step to and you love her cause she knows how to raise a child, with no kids of her own so she likes to act wild, ha...you know the kind pretty, witty, girly wirly but when she presses play she got that blueprint on and at the end of the day she knows when to come home and when you feeling shit out of luck she'll stay up on the phone if you needed money you can call on her cause she's making her own, plus when the lights off you like to play her favorite song she writes poetry, the type you read and hope its all about you you like the way she stands, you know that cocky double jointed stance she does all the right things, says all the right words knows when youre in pain, and trust,oh yes she can heal the hurt even when she sweats you call it a thing of beauty cause her skin glistens like 24kt or that platinum jewelry she loves to read. mostly science fiction, you call her your crazy boo or sometimes TLC cause she's also Sexy and Cool she rolls with the fellas, knows how to fight too and if it ever goes down you know she'd be right beside you so when they ask "who is that girl, whats her name?" all you got to do is tell 'em she's something like you'll never experience cause something like her is one in a million and that you'll do anything to make sure she's never going away, never wants to leave you

23-The Age of Truth

So im growing up looking at the times that have passed me by the hard times that made me weak and the good times that made me strong Wondering how i've made it this far without giving up somedays i think to myself how much longer can i go on in this life so much in the way of what i want to be doing so many obstacles obsrtucting my path i wonder how my mother managed through the years she has 40 years on me and her life has been nothign but hell yet she still lives on and hasnt given up. Do i have it in me to last 40 more years i close my eyes and cant imagine myself growing old and wrinkled since i was small i always felt that i'd die young that i'd one day look up and there was a bus, a car or a bullet never had anything to do with my surroundings yeah i grew up in the Projects but my mother protected me from all of the violence it was just like when youre young and you say i want to have a family and get married you get that far off gaze and you can imagine life when you get older all i saw was darkness never could imagine a big house and picket fence Now here i stand at 23 most would say im still young and have lots to live for and i still have so many things i would like to fullfill and the only thing i can do is hope to get stronger strong enough to hold on strong enough to make it to where i rightfully belong because although i always felt as though i couldnt last on this world forever i also knew i was destined for greatness that my mind is a force and full of power that anyhting i want i can have and that if i wanted to i can live forever i am something like the world has never seen and something it is not prepared for because once i get on my set path i'll never let my feet stop moving until they are covered in caluses, cracked and bleeding the only thing i can do is be Amazing